...and counting...

6/06/2005

 
sitting in an office chair
sitting in my underwear
yesterday i was enthused
now i've gotten scared
what does the future hold for me
i wish that i could just see
and then accept with some kind of ease
i would rather it be set in stone
than be up to me cause i'll get it wrong
and i'd hate to bear that kind of guilt
because i'm really not that strong
i'd prefer to be comfortable
is that really all that criminal
is there a position that's affordable
on ego, mind and back
at this moment i am comfortable
sitting in my underwear
but i fear that this may come to pass
and find me where i am unprepared
i don't want applied pressure
especially not in something i'm not going to stick to
it's a shame to only apply myself to get through
but i've never accomplished much else
people on top of me taking the air i breathe
it would be nice to have the luxury to leave